Yoko Ogawa, The Memory Police

Yoko Ogawa, The Memory Police

Yoko Ogawa has said that the reason she became a writer was reading the diary of Anne Frank as a teenager. Writers tell ourselves—and other people—stories about where our writing comes from, historical accounts that seem to us at least partially true at the time. Maybe we grew up in a storytelling family, or one where it was not possible to say the important things aloud. And then a writer comes along who says what we didn’t know we could say or tells stories that resonate with the truths we wish we could read. Although, after all my years of writing and teaching writing, it also seems to me that the urge to say what happened, to make sense of it or alter it, starts so early that we can’t find the beginnings. Maybe, then, we were already writers but we wake up to our awareness of this when we come across a writer whose particular urgent project touches us profoundly.

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Venita Blackburn, Dead in Long Beach, California, Alta’s California Book Club's July book

Venita Blackburn, Dead in Long Beach, California, Alta’s California Book Club's July book

Venita Blackburn’s Dead in Long Beach, California has made me think (again but also in new ways) about how we deliberately and accidentally splinter our consciousness in the face of the unbearable. I wrote about the book for Alta’s California Book Club: I am wild about the books they choose and the smart, great essays people post and the wonderful live Zoom conversations. Also, I count myself very lucky to keep learning from Anita Felicelli, brilliant writer and brilliant, respectful editor. Here’s the beginning of my piece about the book:

In Venita Blackburn’s original, fierce first novel, Dead in Long Beach, California, Coral E. Brown, a graphic sci-fi novelist, finds her brother dead by suicide and splinters into separate selves. As she fends off grief and horror, the futuristic machines she’s invented to narrate her own novel step in to tell the story with tender, wry curiosity about humanity. As these machines say from the start, “We are responsible for telling this story, mostly because Coral cannot.” Of course, since the machines are her creation, she is telling the story, but obliquely, as a novelist does. They investigate her deep past and family and report on her thoughts and actions after her brother’s death. They draw conclusions about human relationships to destructiveness, debt, desire, minor fame, avoidance, denial, fan fic, and the devastating, insatiable human craving forMore.”

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Jessica Hagedorn, The Gangster of Love, and Alta’s California Book Club

Jessica Hagedorn, The Gangster of Love, and Alta’s California Book Club

In a short essay that’s both a poetic spill of memories and an artistic manifesto, “Why I Write: Blood, Exile, Longing, Obstinate Memory,” for this month’s Alta’s California Book Club, Jessica Hagedorn writes, “I write to exist: to feel everyone & everything,” and, later on, “…& everyone’s a gangster & everything’s a story / guitar & gun / lost brothers / & black pearls & black tears & blood of a poet.” I’ve been loving these California Book Club meetings, the subtle and terrific interviews with a series of extraordinary writers, mostly in conversation with John Freeman and exciting guests. You can also read a variety of short essays about each month’s book. I was excited to have the chance to write one of these pieces about The Gangster of Love (note, the book club webinar is this Thursday, free and open to everyone…registration info below!). Here’s the beginning of my piece, “‘Only Because It’s Forbidden’: Seduction and loss in Jessica Hagedorn’s The Gangster of Love

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